-couldnt think of a title for this blog entry...

so here i am once again, staring at an empty screen... couldnt think of anything to write..hmm, something must be really wrong with my head..coz these lapses keeps occuring frequently--couldnt think of a single thing..mga tamang you end up staring on a blank wall...i really must be going crazy..

anyway, regarding my last post..some of you may have thought that i had a dilemma..i dont.. well except for minor things siguro-- but the reason i wrote about it is that i was just curious on why people act like that when they have problems--gumana lang ung utak kong baliko..thanks for your concern though =)

rockstar wannabe...

got to listen to hale's debut album and all i can say is that they're damn good..with the emergence of fresh "band" talent--its safe to say that the opm scene is alive and kicking once again especially the "band" scene..(*chigs--kelan ko kasi maririnig ung banda mo hehe) with it, gumana na naman ung wishful thinking ko..you see, i always wanted to be a part of a band.. the thing is that i really cant play any instrument...hmm eh kung vocalist na lang kaya-- *hithit ng hangin* FRONTMAN??--(i know, i know--im daydreaming again--para kasing may boses hehe).. wala lang, ang sarap siguro ng feeling na youre performing onstage and you get all those people banging their heads and jumping of their seats..i guess i just have to put that thought in the corner of my mind and keep on dreamin..

random ??: whats your dream profession?? that if you had your way or if you have the power to change --it will be who you are..the thing in the back of your mind that you want to secretly become?? in my case, aside from being a band member maybe a pro ball player...whats yours??

dangerously in love...

was lucky enough to watch starwars epi 3 (dont worry i wont give spoilers)the thing is, ive realized that when a person is so much madly in love--that person would do almost anything just for the person he/she loves..that the lines between what is right and not becomes blurred..just remembered what chancellor palpatine said "whats good is just a matter of perception" sorta like that--cant remember the exact line..come to think of it--i guess theres no feeling more powerful than love..coz love can also lead to hate, anger and obsession..and yet its one of the most fantastic thing/feeling one can experience--kinda strange isnt it??

as ive said earlier been listening to the hale's album and this song hit me..i guess its one of those songs that i can relate--mga tamang "i could have written it" again, kudos to them..

broken sonnet
by hale

and now i concede on the night of the fifteenth song
of melancholy, of melancholy
and now i will admit in this fourth line
that i love you, that i love you
i dont care what they say
i dont care what they do
coz tonight i leave my fears behind
coz tonight ill be right at your side
the clock on the tv says 8:39 pm
its the same, its the same
and in this next line, ill say it all over again
that i love you, that i love you
lie down right next to me
and i will never let you go

but still i see tears from your eyes
maybe im just not the one for you....

*lets do the funk, lets do the 1st day funk--oops, wrong song =) have a great week ahead...

madaling sabihin ngunit mahirap gawin....

*bago nyo basahin ay humihingi na ako ng agad na paumanhin at tinamaan na naman ako ng kabaliwan...*


bakit ganun? bakit may mga bagay sa mundo na hindi mo maintindihan? na hindi mo maunawaan? o mabigyan man ng kasagutan? bakit paminsan malabo ang tao? halimbawa, kapaga ang ibang tao ay may problema, madalas nating sabihin sa kanila na "kaya mo yan", "lilipas din yan" at "wala yan"..pinapayuhan natin sila na may pag-asa pa.. ngunit bakit kapag tayo na ang may problema, eh ayaw nating makinig at maniwala sa parehas na payo..

paminsan sa sobrang bigat ng problema ay pakiramdam natin na wala ng pagasa...na wala ng solusyon--na di ka makakalusot o di mo malalampasan ang iyong suliranin.. pero nakakatawang isipin na sa likod ng utak mo ay alam mo na marami ka na ring napagdaanan na pagsubok; mga pagsubok na sa tingin mo ay mas mabigat pa kaysa sa kasalukuyan mong pinapasan..o di kaya maisip mo na may mga tao na may mas mabibigat na problema kaysa sa iyo--na wala pa sa kalingkingan ang problema mo kumpara sa kanilia..

pero bakit pagkatapos mong isipin ang lahat ng yan eh doon pa rin ang bagsak mo---na mahirap pa rin ang problema mo...hindi ba't parang hindi na rin tayo naniniwala sa ating mga pinaniniwalaan..na paminsan ay hindi maiiwasan na tayo ay maging mga hypokrito sa mismong sarili natin..

siguro likas na sa tao ang maging ganun...marami sigurong dahilan kung bakit..at mukhang kukulungin ang entry kong ito kung iisa isahin pa natin..


wala lang...naisip ko lang----"anlabo ko noh" =P...