torpe in the house =)

namamatay na ang mga rosas sa tabi

di ka pa rin bumibili

nauubos ang oras sa kahihintay

ngunit ni sulat ni tawag wala - barbie almalbis

yup, thats how its been for the whole of last week..in fact, thats the way it has been for years..why oh why cant i get rid of this shyness..why cant i be a smooth talker..everytime i see someone that i want to talk with theres always this unexplicable feeling..parang you wanted to talk to her and you had your chance pero sa sobrang hiya hindi mo kaya until that person is gone and you end up kulang na lang banging your head in the wall..so heres a plea for help for all the ladies who are reading this.. im not asking for pickup lines but how should a guy approach a girl and start a conversation? do you just go straight up and talk to her? send her a note ala highschool days hehe =) most especially how do you introduce yourself if that person doesnt know you yet..

the reason is that i was able to see this person for 5 days straight..she works as a receptionist in one of the business centers that i had the chance to work..so kahit puyat ako for 5 days, i always looked forward coming to work kahit sobrang aga..i dont know, just by seeing her tapos she always smiles and greets you a goodmorning--nawawala ung pagod and antok (corny noh hehe)she brings cofee inside the boardroom kaya nga kahit hindi ako normally umiinom eh napapainom ako..i only knew her 1st name and i tried to get to talk to her and know her better pero hindi nangyari--its either everytime i passed by her station, she's busy or pag wala naman syang ginagawa ako naman ung nagmamadali at may dapat na itakbo..ayun i didnt get to know her,i guess ill chalk this one up dun sa what might have been list..haay, buhay nga naman =)

ASA! (sorta like that)

i was privileged to get to work in the 1st Philippine badminton open that was held just recently. i got to work as a liason officer for one of the teams that competed...and all i can say is that it was a great experience..you get to talk with all this foreign people..frankly, im not a badminton enthusiast-heck i didnt even knew the rules before..but seeing this guys play, wow! it made me appreciate the sport more..lalo na at may mga top class players na naglaro...of course, i also got the chance to see our own team in action..the whole job was tiring and pressure packed because its clockwork and halos 24 oras kang gising..pero it was well worth it..will post some pics of it soon or sa friendster na lang..now all that is left is that i passed the final interview for my dream job and after that im all set..so wish me guys luck..

so that ends my summer for 2006 =P

walang labis, walang kulang....

well, im back..my minds still twisted after all and here i am once again with my crazy pondering..hope this continues though =)

i just realized that life is everything in between...that all the things should come in moderation..we laugh and yet there are times we cry..we feel joy and yet there are times we want to kill ourselves because of the pain..we like to blend in crowds but there are times also that we want to be alone by ourselves..siguro totoo nga ung kasabihan na masama ang kulang pero masama din kapag sobra..that everything should be done in moderation..may balance kumbaga...you cant be goody goody all the time or else some people will try to shove you around because of your goodiness..sometimes we have to become just short of a devil just so that we can fight for our rights and principles..ni ultimo vitamins and pagkain di ba, dapat balanse lang..sometimes i think (not to offend any religion/anyone, i have my faith) na living here on earth is better than heaven or in hell..because here you get to experience both..

the problem is finding that balance..we sometimes find it hard to balance things or know when to have enough or when to have more..knowing when to be contented (but i guess man can never be contented)

so there, its just one of those "wala lang, naisip ko lang" moments...

PROUD 2 b PINOY!

kudos to the mountaineers who recently climbed Mt. Everest..another achievement that makes us proud to be pinoy..now with all the problems that our beloved country is currently facing- oil prices hikes, the never ending cha-cha/impeachment debate, poverty and all, its nice to hear some good news for a change..As former DOTC sec. Art Valdez said when we put our minds into something and we work as a unit, nothing is impossible..that the Filipino can..So heres hoping that everyone would finally work as one and climb our country's Everest..

bits: finally, the da vinci code movie is here! cant wait to see it..glad that the MTRCB gave the green light for it to be shown..as always with the novel adaptation, its interesting to see how loyal the movie is to the book..if its either a thumbs up or a disappointment remains to be seen..