pressure cookin...

felt like it over the last couple of weeks..everything was a whirlwind for me..last week was how should i say it, one of the most pressure packed and stressful week.. it sure beats the so called "hell week" in college any day.. but im glad i made it..i passed the interview! now, theres only medical (hopefully i passed that also hahaha =P) and the most funny thing was that i made it all through the stages tapos mukhang sa medical pa ako sasablay because of my pulse rate (it was way off the charts) anyway, hope i made it to the upcoming class that will start to train at the end of the month..

last week was really something.. as i was waiting for the results of the interview, there were swarms of butterflies in my stomach..i cant help but think about the possibilities of me failing and what am i to do next if i did..my future was staring me in the eye.. not just mine but my future family as well..the wait seemed to be like eternity and when they called the names of those who made it..i just wanted to explode there and then..ironic pa nga at 2nd to the last pa ako tinawag.. boy, the pressure..

but it all turned out to be ok in the end.. the other applicant said something that still sticks out in my head..that if its God's will then it will or will not happen..hopefully, ill make it out alive sa training in 3 months time haha =)