whats up?

my life's kinda boring right now..nothing to write about really..for the past 3 weeks of my break all i did was eat, sleep, eat, sleep, eat and then sleep partida na yan my body clock right now is an absolute mess--i always end up waking in the middle of the night, not just once but sometimes twice or even three times and finding it difficult to go back to sleep..i try to workout once in awhile (my moms been nagging me to get my tut-tut off the couch..thanks mom)..also im going to teach my older sister how to drive (after i really made sure that im insured and the car of course hehe) yup, my sister--who doesnt even know which pedal is for the gas and the brake.. i used to drive her and my nephews to school kasi..eh with changes in my class sched, hindi na pwede so yun.. i have to teach her, hope i have the patience and the sanity to make it through..

so what did you guys do on your break? hope its not as boring as mine..

last semester

yup after 4 1/2 years, its down to one last sem..weird because i never felt any degree of nervousness when enrollment time comes but it was different yesterday.. i had a sense of nostalgia-- mixed emotions..feeling excited coz finally its gonna be over..and at the same time sad and nervous..sad because im gonna say adios to my school..kahit papano, i had a lot of very funny memories..wacky stories na parang pang iskul bukol ang dating..a bit nervous because its gonna be a whole new world out there..the real one as they call it..theres this feeling of uncertainty, as to where im gonna land after i graduate...guess im gonna stick with my proven and years-old mantra--"bahala na si batman!"=)

kinda funny coz when i was a kid, i always complain of going to school, having to study etc..i remember that i keep saying that if i had my way..i wish i could work already so i dont have to study anymore..now that, that reality is just around the corner, i find myself not wanting to go to work na..parang kung pwede sa school na lang ako..

i also have this ojt--practicum needed for my course..havent really decided where to go yet..probably in a bank or something

so there you go, my lifes a bit dull as of the moment..hopefully things will pick up =P

a week to go..

its been awhile since ive posted..after all the defenses and the papers, sa wakas natapos din..exam week na lang simula bukas hanggang sabado (anong ginagawa ko dito??-- dapat nagaaral ako=P)..tapos sembreak na! woohoo! goodluck sa lahat..

update: finally ive got a grade dun sa feasib study namin..and it was the highest, 'stig! biro mo folder with slide lang ang ginamit namin samantalang ung iba eh nagpabook bind pa at ibat ibang klase ng papel pa..pinagtatawanan ba naman kami before the submission; guess who had the last laugh =) never judge a book (in this case a feasib study) by its cover..3 more final exams to go and im a free man haha...for a couple of weeks at least

baka naman

theres this girl that i always see at church every sunday.. she's kinda cute (ok ok: shes stunning!) i know its kinda wrong but i must admit she has become one of the reasons why i hear mass in that particular church..its been almost 2 years now and still i dont have the guts to approach her..shes always with her family which makes it a bit difficult, and even if shes alone; i still dont think i can do it, torpe kasi eh..before its was kinda ok, yeah shes pretty and all but i just leave it like that--just another pretty face among the crowd.. but recently it got worse.. now im beginning to think about her kahit weekdays na..patay ang naglason.. i know most of us guys feel this way (maliban siguro si calculus kasi chickboy yan--mr suave hehe) the helpless feeling..that we really want to but we cant because of our "katorpehan".. coz we think about a lot of things--what if she doesnt like me? what if shes suplada? what if like this? what if like that? etc etc.. i find this song by stonefree that really fits the bill..the lyrics really hit me..so here it goes

di magawang
alisan ang aking mata
sa anghel na nakikita
iniibig na ba kita
oh ewan ko ba

di magawang
magtanong ng aking bibig
irog na dalaga
sino ka nga ba talaga
kasi,kasi
kasi

baka naman
may minamahal ka ng iba
iba naman ang iyong tinitignan
sige,sige
baka magsisi

umiiiwas
sa iyong mga tingin
tuwing ikay tumitingin
tuwing ikaw tumitingin din sa akin

nalilito
gustong ilabas, gusto rin namang
itago na lang
ngunit baka naman iyong pagtawanan lamang
kasi, kasi
kasi....

baka naman may boyfriend ka na
baka naman may mahal ng iba
baka naman duling ka lang
baka lang naman...

*(my apologies for the corniness/cheeziness...)