momentarily...
again thanks acey for the tag =) well, its nice to be back..i must say that was one heck of a trip..so while the pics are still uploading--im gonna do this tag (sorry for the delay ms.ace) =P
where were you like...
today..
well, today wasnt so great..kinda boring really..to tell you guys the truth since i got here--i found myself with nothing else to do..i still have my job (which right now i dont want to go back anymore) i realized how ironic life can be..there i was a couple of months ago complaining that i dont have time to do anything for myself and now here i am, still complaining that now i have lots of time of doing practically nothing..
last night..
hmm..basically having nothing to do means there was a lot of time for me to think about lots of things..about what to do with my life..and the relationships that i have with my family and friends--and of course her..im still trying to figure out about where i stand with her..she's just too complicated i guess..or is it me..
and i had a chat with a friend that i havent heard from quite sometime now..and it was nice knowing that shes doing ok..
yesterday..
as you might have known..was another boring day..i was a couch potato--watching dvd's and hearing all types of tunes all day..have you guys experienced the feeling that you want to do lots of things but you simply just cant.. maybe because you just dont have the resources to do it or youre just plain lazy to do it..thats what i felt yesterday..
this year..
as much as i wanted to say ive changed..i think i didnt..im still the same ol' wacky and zany guy whos quiet on the outside..right now i can say that im in this transition phase in my life..the stage where i start to plan about not just my future but for my future family as well (heck, i dont even have a gf right now, why am i doing this =P) honestly, a lot has been going on my mind lately..questions like "what am to do with my life right now" and "what do i want to do" keeps nagging me all year..not to mention ocassionally asking the most used up question about your life's purpose..di ko alam, nasobrahan lang ata ako sa oras para makapagisip--na kung ano ano na ung naiisip ko..
last year..
mas madali siguro..coz last year i was still in school..life's kinda simpler back then..less stuff to think about..
4 years ago..
mas simple than last year =) i was on top of the world..everything was doing well for me..then because of my being too noble or too plain stupid--all of those things just went away..that was the time that i can say was my chance to be really happy..and now its gone
6 years ago..
if someone told me back then what would be my life right now..i would never believe him/her..i would just laugh at that person and think it was all a joke..coz i would never thought that the best things would happen to a person like me..i mean 6 years ago, someone was just a dream for me..i never thought that i would have a chance to be with that person..and how i blew it for being just too damn good..nice guys do finish last..
10 years ago..
there i was, a boy who just saw an angel..man, i was so naive..i was living in a dream world..where the just ideals and beliefs do exist..where i wasnt aware about the harsh realities in life..i was living in a utopian world..boy, was i in for a rude awakening few years later..
16 years ago..
nakakatawang isipin noh, pero if you would recall your childhood you will recall detailed memories only when you were 5-6 years old..yung tamang dun ka lang "nagkamalay" hmm..i wanted to become a priest..or a jeepney driver =)
just wanted to drive all day back then..of course i also thought about what will i become when i grow up..and right now, im still clueless..
20 years ago...
as much as i want to remember--i cant...only a handful of pictures..
where were you like...
today..
well, today wasnt so great..kinda boring really..to tell you guys the truth since i got here--i found myself with nothing else to do..i still have my job (which right now i dont want to go back anymore) i realized how ironic life can be..there i was a couple of months ago complaining that i dont have time to do anything for myself and now here i am, still complaining that now i have lots of time of doing practically nothing..
last night..
hmm..basically having nothing to do means there was a lot of time for me to think about lots of things..about what to do with my life..and the relationships that i have with my family and friends--and of course her..im still trying to figure out about where i stand with her..she's just too complicated i guess..or is it me..
and i had a chat with a friend that i havent heard from quite sometime now..and it was nice knowing that shes doing ok..
yesterday..
as you might have known..was another boring day..i was a couch potato--watching dvd's and hearing all types of tunes all day..have you guys experienced the feeling that you want to do lots of things but you simply just cant.. maybe because you just dont have the resources to do it or youre just plain lazy to do it..thats what i felt yesterday..
this year..
as much as i wanted to say ive changed..i think i didnt..im still the same ol' wacky and zany guy whos quiet on the outside..right now i can say that im in this transition phase in my life..the stage where i start to plan about not just my future but for my future family as well (heck, i dont even have a gf right now, why am i doing this =P) honestly, a lot has been going on my mind lately..questions like "what am to do with my life right now" and "what do i want to do" keeps nagging me all year..not to mention ocassionally asking the most used up question about your life's purpose..di ko alam, nasobrahan lang ata ako sa oras para makapagisip--na kung ano ano na ung naiisip ko..
last year..
mas madali siguro..coz last year i was still in school..life's kinda simpler back then..less stuff to think about..
4 years ago..
mas simple than last year =) i was on top of the world..everything was doing well for me..then because of my being too noble or too plain stupid--all of those things just went away..that was the time that i can say was my chance to be really happy..and now its gone
6 years ago..
if someone told me back then what would be my life right now..i would never believe him/her..i would just laugh at that person and think it was all a joke..coz i would never thought that the best things would happen to a person like me..i mean 6 years ago, someone was just a dream for me..i never thought that i would have a chance to be with that person..and how i blew it for being just too damn good..nice guys do finish last..
10 years ago..
there i was, a boy who just saw an angel..man, i was so naive..i was living in a dream world..where the just ideals and beliefs do exist..where i wasnt aware about the harsh realities in life..i was living in a utopian world..boy, was i in for a rude awakening few years later..
16 years ago..
nakakatawang isipin noh, pero if you would recall your childhood you will recall detailed memories only when you were 5-6 years old..yung tamang dun ka lang "nagkamalay" hmm..i wanted to become a priest..or a jeepney driver =)
just wanted to drive all day back then..of course i also thought about what will i become when i grow up..and right now, im still clueless..
20 years ago...
as much as i want to remember--i cant...only a handful of pictures..
