the blue room

guess you wonder; whats with the title..well its kinda corny..as youve might guessed it: my room is blue..but as most of us are, we do spend a lot of our time in our rooms..to rest, to do some school stuff, to hang around or just like me...to have a place where i can be alone and think about almost everything...

Sunday, February 27, 2005

wishful thinking...

"have you ever wanted something so bad that you can almost taste it?"

what do you call it?? mild obsession?? a severe case of wanting perhaps?? acute longing?? the thing that drives us should i say a bit crazy with just a glance of what we want.. that everytime we see it or in a case of a person--him/her, our heart skips a beat or the entire world stops for a second..

but no matter how bad we wanted it,no matter how hard we try, we just cant have it..that theres always something in the end that spoils it all..that some things are just almost impossible for us to attain.. yeah, i know- you guys might say that nothings impossible..but c'mon sometimes we have to be realistic here.. some things are impossible..i guess you can see the character of a person on how he/she looks at these things..some people just wont give up, that they would do almost anything just to have that thing or that person..but let me ask you: when is enough?? when youve already given up your all?? when you have nothing left?? do you quit then?? or do you continue fighting?? i know some things are worth giving up your all (ie love etc)..but thats just not me..while some, like me, will only try up to a certain limit and if they cant have it..they will say that its not meant for them..you might call it a pessimist, personally i call it a "realist"..some, they just dream about it..or daydream..like "hey that would be nice" and it only takes 2 seconds before they will say "nah, its never gonna happen" or "in your dreams" and carry on with what theyre doing..just like that..wishful thinking as some might say..but i guess, thats how we humans were created..we are always never contented with what we have..always needing more..always wanting more..maybe its just a matter of being contented?? but hey..its free to dream right..so dream on =)


when was the last time you felt like that?? and what do you do?? ...and what do you call that feeling??


*all that craving,longing and wanting definitely has made me hungry..what i wont do for a bacon cheeseburger...=p

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