a real bummer..

have you watched the news lately..or perhaps read the paper..damn, its too depressing.. with a body count of like what 400+, not to mention countless people missing and injured..you might think that its just a bad dream...i was watching the news last night and they showed several stories about the people who unfortunately drowned..and there was this one story that really hit me..the guy lost all of his family in the flood-- pano kaya un?? i cant even imagine the pain of losing someone let alone all of your love ones in a single moment..and to think that christmas is just around the corner...what a tragedy..

and to those areas that were greatly affected..some people just WONT learn..what happened in the past..in ormoc and in rizal..the landslides, the flashfloods--all beacuse of illegal logging..when will they realize that its way too wrong? pag patay na sila?? pag yung mga kamag anak na nila ung nasalanta dahil sa mga pinagagawa nila??

at least in every grim moment, theres always a shimmer of hope and courage..bow ako dun sa doctor at taxi driver who risked their lives to save a drowning person..personally, i dont even know if i can do the same thing when put in that situation..siguro it will really take a lot out of me..guts and all

and just when you think its all over..another one looms..bigger than the last..much more stronger..biro mo as big as luzon and they say it might be as big as this country ..i know its totally impossible but i really pray that its less deadly and less destructive..

you might be wondering why a post like this...honestly i dont know..being stuck in the house certainly makes you think a lot of crazy things..maybe because of the cold wind..or perhaps because of the rain..

i always wanted a rainy weather...but not like this..never like this..