everytime i see you...

"my life turns upside down"-fra lippo lippi

why does this always happen? one day youre just minding your own business..then BAM! you bump into someone that was special before in your life and then WHAM! you notice that somehow you act a little different..that youve changed a bit..that even if you try not to, you just cant help it..you tend to pretend that youre doing better..tend to pretend that youre a-ok..even if you try your best to act normal--to act cool.. theres still always this extra thing that you cant help but keep on doing.. its like youve added a little bounce in your step , a little zest in everything that you do..is it because you're a bit excited that you saw that person after a long time..parang kahit papano kinikilig ka pa rin kumbaga.. i mean its just so funny, you dont see the person quite often and then when you finally see her/him--BOOM! theres this inexplicable feeling..you suddenly find yourself not knowing how to act around that person..even though you dont feel the same way than before, you still feel this warm fuzzy feeling.... that whatever you do to stop it, you cant..why?