im coming home...

"i walked the streets of san francisco
ive tried the rides in disneyland
met a million girls in sydney
somehow i feel like i dont belong"- manila, rj jacinto

3 more days to go..so excited to come home.. dont get me wrong, sure it was a great vacation..being in the land of the free really showed me a lot..here at least you have a shot of getting what you wanted--living the life =) the food servings here is amazing--i mean huge (ang sarap mag food trip dito hehe) the people here are extremely friendly, you can actually start a conversation with a complete stranger and leave like you made a new friend..but of course every place has a downside..nakakatakot ang downtown pag gabi..there are loudmouths, drunk people bugging you and even crazy people on the streets talking to themselves..i was wondering, wouldnt it be nice if you take all the postivive traits of all the cultures/nationalities and put it all together.. what a wondeful place it would be for all of us..kasi dito extremes ang tao--its either sobrang friendly sila or sobrang annoying to the point that na kinukulit ka na nila at nakikialam..di kagaya sa atin, na walang kibo at tahimik ang mga tao pero di sila nakakasagasa ng ibang tao..

nakakalungkot ding isipin na yung ibang kababayan natin dito ay mababa na ang tingin sa sarili nilang bayan..parang nagpapasalamat sila na wala na sila doon..at wala ng pakialam sa lupang sinilangan..nakakahinayang =(

naisip ko din na kung dito na lang kaya ako...tutal, totoo nga at maganda ang buhay dito..ngunit malungkot kapag magisa ka lang..MARAMI AKONG MAMIMISS kung magpaiwan ako--hindi ko ata kaya un..kaya nga mas lalong ako napabilib sa mga kababayan natin na kumakayod dito upang mabigyan ng magandang kinabukasan ang mga pamilya nila sa atin..

all in all, iba pa rin ang manila..di ko pa rin ipagpapalit =p

"take me back in your arms, manila

and promise me you'll never let go"

pagpasensyahan nyo kung medyo sabog at may kalabuan ang pagsulat ko..medyo madami kasing nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon na sobrang bilis plus nasa time pressure ako at medyo di ako pwede makapagonline ng matagal..ill post the pics when i get back..as for the "exciting thing" promise ill post it next time..i cant seem to find the words right now--kulang ata ang lahat ng words sa dictionary to describe what im feeling right now..but i do know that things can happen so quickly..one moment life can be so lonely and all of a sudden its not..if you guys know what i mean =)

postscript: maraming salamat sa lahat ng bumati..thanks for tagging me acey..promise,kasama sa next post ko ung sagot ko..grabe, miss ko na BLOGGING! =)