the kid who thinks like a grown up...

as promised..im gonna tell you about luis' kuya: paulo...4 years old.. pero kung gano kakulit ung kapatid nya..this kid is dead serious..may pagka worry wort ba (note on the letters kasi paminsan talagang sobra)..he thinks like a grown up period (and an annoying one at that) ..sobrang seryoso.. alhtough he likes to play like any kid, wag mo lang sya kakausapin about grown up things kasi you'll just end up being kinda annoyed or tired to answer to being stumped.. napaka pilosopo nitong batang to..hes gonna use your previous statements to catch you offguard.. i remember one day he starts to ask questions about my grandparents..of course i told them that they passed away na, tapos yun; next thing i knew, he was asking questions na why did they die?? why do people die etc etc...the whole day he was kinda worrying about it, he's way thinking ahead...eh..for a four year old he has a lot of ideas...you'll get amused on how this kid thinks and youll laugh because he takes things literally..pag pinagsama mo sila ng brother nya, its like trying to mix oil and water..you get loads of fun and tons of laughter...talagang exact oppposites =) so there you go thats the reason why i dont need pets anymore; coz i have 2 already hehe..but seriously they are my laughter and my joy...sometimes i think i treat them as if they were my own na nga eh..pero of course im not ready for fatherhood, still got a long long way...lots to learn and to achieve before i can say that im ready (yeah as if that will ever happen) =P


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its been a more than a week..time seems to go by so fast and yet so slow...man, blangko pa rin ata utak ko at ang labo ko =) seriously though, fast because i didnt noticed that a week has passed na since that day and at the same time its slow because i still cant figure this out..still cant get her out of my system..time heals all wounds as my friend said...so i guess i have to wait.. i would really like to thank all of you guys for being there for me ( andrama ko! hehe) thanks talaga..im a bit ok na..kinda feeling numb now..my minds still blank..wala nga ako masulat..kung sabagay, theres nothing to write about naman eh..im stuck dito sa bahay for the entire week...midterm week kasi eh, eh departmentals ngayon--papasok ka lang pag may exam; next week pa lahat ng exams ko--non-department lahat ng subjects ko for this term...hmmm..what will i do for the rest of the week aside from studying ( naks...parang totoo ah=p) i have to get really busy para di ako makapagisip and hopefully i get over this mental block...still goodluck sa lahat ng may pagsusulit....